April 12, 2008

• I fell asleep last night feeling really...full.  Emotionally fulfilled.  Complete.  Safe.

  It's not often that I feel it, but when I do catch a glimmer, it's the most spectacular feeling in the world.  I think it's only a matter of time before it's a feeling that I can always keep with me.  =)

  The past few days have been trying.  I felt like I was being exorcised.  Friday night was the worst when the downward spiral of thoughts sent flashbacks of feeling the anger and despair that have been kept under lock and key since the time that they happened.  One memory after another - it was intense, but it was also interesting because I could step back and get perspective as it was all happening.  I learned a lot...

  Today looks like it will be a tame one.  Gonna get some housework done and then, I intend to study. 

  • 2:55 pm
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