April 15, 2008

• having a job doesn't translate into getting paid unless work is done.  if work isn't assigned, there is nothing to be done...but if you never do work, no one will ever assign anything to you.

  I think I've fallen into the latter category.  I could be more proactive.  I could finish all my stuff earlier and ask for more assignments...but I haven't.  Hell, I've even had a report taken off my hands - and I didn't even notice that it was offloaded three weeks ago!  Damn.  I'm not making very good use of this opportunity.  I've been lazy.  I've been sitting on my hands for the past 2 months since school started.  And its not just work...it's school too. 

  It's time to get my ass into gear.

  Realistic goals for today:
  School-read and take notes for uro - clinpath and medicine.
  Work-read through the func specs and research what needs to be done for the report.

  I think I've been in 'off' mode because of all sorts of internal restructuring that's been going on.  Before, it was an either/or.  I could either be in work mode, or I could be in touchy-feely mode.  Never both...it was just too draining.  Everything feels so different now that I know I can do both...and do it well.  It makes me excited and hopeful and happy.  =)

  Off to study.

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